Shorter Days
We are in the time of year when it gets dark sooner. If I stay at work until 6 PM, it is really dark when I get to my car. It makes me think that it is the middle of the night. I feel that time has just passed me by.
I actually feel a little depressed when I get out of work and it is this dark. I just feel like the world is moving faster then am ready for. I want to go to sleep right after I get home. I have no energy to get out into the world. I just want to go home and curl up.
I never noticed being this way before. Maybe it was different when I was on the East Coast. It was not only dark, but cold also. I know that has a different feeling to it. The cold was right for the darkness. I miss that cold some of the time. The dark seems out of context without it.
The shortest day of the year is only a few weeks away. I know that I will be make it through with out too much pain. I just need to not waste these early evenings. I tend to have the feeling that my time has passed me by before it has even ticked off the clock.
We are in the time of year when it gets dark sooner. If I stay at work until 6 PM, it is really dark when I get to my car. It makes me think that it is the middle of the night. I feel that time has just passed me by.
I actually feel a little depressed when I get out of work and it is this dark. I just feel like the world is moving faster then am ready for. I want to go to sleep right after I get home. I have no energy to get out into the world. I just want to go home and curl up.
I never noticed being this way before. Maybe it was different when I was on the East Coast. It was not only dark, but cold also. I know that has a different feeling to it. The cold was right for the darkness. I miss that cold some of the time. The dark seems out of context without it.
The shortest day of the year is only a few weeks away. I know that I will be make it through with out too much pain. I just need to not waste these early evenings. I tend to have the feeling that my time has passed me by before it has even ticked off the clock.
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