Joy and the Sad Salvation

I was talking to my sister about Sad Salvation and writing. I told her the name and I had to explain it to her. I had to give her the disclaimer that web log is a lot more depressing then my actual life. For some reason I seem only to write about depressing things. Depressing writing seems to be what I excel at.

My sister thinks this is a bad sign. She was asking me why I cannot write about my happiness. This is a hard thing to explain. I seem to be able to deconstruct my unhappiness. I can pick it apart and look at each of the peices. I cannot do that with things that make me happy.