In the mirror

I look at myself in the mirror and I don't recognize myself.  It does not happen every time, but I glance at myself and see something strange.  I don't see the face I know.  The odd thing is I see photos of myself from before the surgery and those photos don't look like what I remember. It is the difference between self image and photography. 



I am trying to get used to my face now.  It seems like it is still changing, that is the hard point.  I only started down this road 18 months ago.  It is a really short time in the landscape of my life.  I am not sure when I'll feel like I'm seeing my face in the mirror all the time.