Too Many Things Unsaid
There have been so many things in my head in the last couple of weeks. They have started to cause a log jam. I look at my computer and do not know which one to write about first. I do not know what is the right way to go. I look at the screen and just draw a blank. There are so many directions to go, I go nowhere. The ideas go unformed.
I have also been trying to live my life. I have been trying to engage more people here in San Jose. I have been spending time trying to get to know people around here. Much of my time on my computer has been spent in instant message conversations. I am trying not to be alone as much. If I am not alone, I cannot write.
Maybe I need to stop going on vacation. Every time I go on vacation, my blog seems to go to hell. I seem to let it fade away while I work on other things. When I come back the whole seems too large. When the whole is that large, things seem to fall apart.
It is time for a clean start. You will see some back dated entries over the course of this week. I will also work to update Sad Salvation everyday this week. I have to see if my readers will come back or not.
There have been so many things in my head in the last couple of weeks. They have started to cause a log jam. I look at my computer and do not know which one to write about first. I do not know what is the right way to go. I look at the screen and just draw a blank. There are so many directions to go, I go nowhere. The ideas go unformed.
I have also been trying to live my life. I have been trying to engage more people here in San Jose. I have been spending time trying to get to know people around here. Much of my time on my computer has been spent in instant message conversations. I am trying not to be alone as much. If I am not alone, I cannot write.
Maybe I need to stop going on vacation. Every time I go on vacation, my blog seems to go to hell. I seem to let it fade away while I work on other things. When I come back the whole seems too large. When the whole is that large, things seem to fall apart.
It is time for a clean start. You will see some back dated entries over the course of this week. I will also work to update Sad Salvation everyday this week. I have to see if my readers will come back or not.
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